Alla inlägg den 18 augusti 2012
haven looking into the abdyss many times
like the feeling
like the feeling too much
i trying to not like this feeling
but i cant
have too much to lose if i jump into the abdyss
but if i take the razor in to my skin
that feeling goes away for a while
but after a while that coming back.
dont know what i am doing
know what i have doing in the shadow is wrong
but the temptetion is to big
need some help before the blood is on the floor
if i am in the darkness too long
cant going to the light anymore
dont like it all
have this feeling all days.
fire inside me have disapear
wanna have that back please
varför lyckas ja aldrig tyda tecken på när ångest är på väg in.fick vågor av det igen av nån konstig anledning?aja hoppas det blir bättre.men känner hopplösheten falla.känner mej ensam jämt och ständigt.oavsett om ja är med människor så är ja ensam...............................
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