cant belive on the god

beacuse the god dont belive in me

am i emon?dont know

A thing i know is i am not strong

weak i am.yes is I am 

pray is a useless thing 

when i dont have the belivers power

the god has failed about me 

inside me i am dead.

I only whait on angel of death reaps me 

after that i am free man 

Trap inside this dead body

cause all i can see are shadow 

and the devil understand me

i am aint fiting live here

I have two best friend

Their names is Misery and loniners.

They always stand up to me

But cant hate them and i cant love them

Cause don wanna have them near me.

They hurt me so long them are near me.

but I just can not stop them from being close to me

My worst enemy is fear

Hate this dude.only thing he bring mer Is pain.

Eat Pills for kill him but he is still there.

I said to me self to create new friend and enemies.

But I cant cause don’t trust anyone.

Sad but true.Human have kill me all the time.

mother where are you?

why do you destroyed my life?

why do you destroyed my hope?

where is my father?

You were essential to my life

Dont have any Family left

hate it.hate my family left

needed to a real childhood

but you take it from me 

hate it.i hate my childhood

i was born to lose

can i reborn now so i can get a good childhood

but that cant never be happen

so now i am a loser to death 

hate my family cause they throwns me in the pit

you are not a exuse 

why cant i be unborn?

all my life is a big sin

cant love you and cant hate you cause you are my blood

you are a stranger to me 

LOVE.HATE.PAIN 

i kill a dude for maybe 4 years ago.i dont regret that

he was inside me

hes name was fredrik

i realy hate him,cause he was a pure evil

i hate him so much,so a thought come up in my brain 

lets kill the bastards and now he is dead i have a funeral for him

dont miss him anymore

he is not coming home anymore

my names is now freddy

I rise up who a new dude.with no ghost and no bad past

the dark era is gone and over

you cant like this old dude

he was only pain in my brain 

i dont wanna se my future

beacuse i dont have the future

the present is only misery and death

if i die,tell me more about my death so i know

i am down in a hole and i cant get up from the hole

Try to be happy.but i cant

but whatever i seee.i see the shadow of me

why cant i be happy for one day?

i cant hear people talk

what i have only hear and see is when people lie to me

if i take suicide i escape my pain but i dont wanna tak suicide not yet

if i can change th epast i would do it

forthe pain i have inside and in the past

i hate the past

i hate present

i hate the future

har skrivit typ 5 låtar.men bara två som ja vart mest nöjd med.när ja försöker skriva låtar så försöker ja hämta insparation av peter steele.nicklas kvartfoth och otep 

i can feel you eat me inside out

i have no power anymore

no one can help me now

what is happening to me

why i am so weak?

i try to survive but no one cares

about me if i live or i am dead

i am totaly alone in this sic world

cant trust no one everyone stab me into back

come to me my dear Pain

come to me my dear Pain

You are missing

why is people so mean to me?

i can taste blood in my mouth

can see the blood on the razor

tired to being alive

i reatly hate the feeling i have inside 

come to me my dear Pain

come to me my dear Pain

You are missing

i wish i can be reborn in a better world

hate this world realy much.

can never be forgiven for my stuff

i have done thing in the past

i wish i was a better dude

all night i cry til i sleep 

är inne i en djup och dålig svacka nu så därför får ja massa kreativ ideer till låttexter.dock väldigt mörka.ska skriva dem här men ja är inte trött på livet även om texterna säger så 

my body screams for me in the darkest hour

i dont wanna be me.no i dont

i just wanna disapear from body 

sic of this poor world

time heals nothing in this world

i dont have any real family

the family hate for i am

why they hate me?

Why?

Why?

Why?

i miss my dead friends

soon i am the real home

life is short.life is mortal

death is home.death is forever.death is immortal

just now i am tired to surive

i can see my funeral

i dont have any power anymore

Why?

Why?

Why?

My life is not real

life is a sick illusion

i hate this joke

now i hate all

Why?

Why?

Why?

jävligt bra text och låt det skulle kunna bli

skriv en massa mörka texter igår när ja mådde skit så ja tänker lägga upp det här för det är bra stuff det här tycker ja.detta är inte menat att ha som låt text.skriver det mest för att rensa huvudet 

i saw the rain is coming

i hope i can put my self in the rain and clean all my sins

i have done bad stuff in my early years stuff

i am not so proud over the stuff i have done in the past

i hope i can be forgiven to the crime stuff i havve done

i dont want to remember that to much pain in my brain

both my arms are full of scars.

i cut my self beacuause i hope i can avoid the pain

i have inside everthing it is matter to me i destroy